AUTUMN HOTEL
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Tot ce vreau e
Doar să fii
încă o zi
Cum te știu când
Dormi culori
Pe sub nori
Vreau să mă ai în gândul tău
Doar cât te am în minte eu.
Tot ce-avem e
încă viu
Dar nu știu
Cum ne cresc azi
Umbre-n cer
Vin şi pier
Vreau să te-ascund în valuri verzi
fără să uiți nici să te pierzi.
Azi trece ca și când n-ar fi
Ca și cum mă vezi, dar nu mă știi
și-n mine se ascund tăceri
Se răstoarnă-n valuri albe pân’ la cer.
Pleoape de mac
Doi câte doi
Gustăm din noroi,
Smalț amărui de martie-n cui,
Senini.
Pietrele tac
în degete-sac,
Mal înroșit în pleoape de mac,
înec.
Pagini albe adun pierdut
Sunt o carte de-mprumut
Mă citesc, dar nu m-aud
Mă pornesc, dar nu ajung.
Curg amândoi
Pașii tăi goi,
moartea oricui
ia nimănui
Uitări.
Ești, dar nu ești
Mori, dar trăiești
prea rezervat, atent machiat
când joci.
Ești, dar nu ești
Mori, dar trăiești
Fum amorțit
în somn nedormit
alergi.
Crezi, dar nu crezi
Te rogi, dar nu ierți
Gândul meu bun
E gând de nebun
Întreg.
The good thoughts
Must have been awake for days
Drawing circles
‘round my eyeball birds like flames
in darkness lurking
no hell worse than the one
you’ve left me with
no pain so real
like stones thrown at your teeth.
Must have had a different plan
Pick up the pieces
Stab me with each one and cry
Run to your leeches
Never learnt how fast “to trust”
Becomes “you must”
Every word that has been said
It caused such hurt and turned to hate instead.
Spare me the good thoughts
The good hearts and all their lies
Leave me forgive me
There’s no need to say you all tried.
All good
It s all good since we got nothing to prove
Big plans tend to get us confused
Buy me a soft drink and merely amused
I will grin at the people who will think I am used
To being so carefree by now.
It’s all good since we got nothing to lose
Choice free as in there’s nothing to choose
Call me a cab and I promise I’ll stay
Just far enough so you can feel me each day
Despite of all the trouble I bring
So laugh if you think I’m lost
Leave if you think you must
Cause I’ve been there
And I’ve done it all before.
So hate ‘cause that is what you do
Bring out the best in you
Cause I am used
To being torn apart by you.
Lights & downers
feel the night your way
lights and downers
neon darkened blue
so stay
closer to the walls
we’ll dance a waltz of glass
the hours dress
a fall.
Snake-like moving time
You’re colored borderline
While mutiny will call.
Never to return
To lights and downers
All we’ve shaped and then disgraced
Will burn.
Chorus: Down with the lights and I’m feeling so tired
Wish I had a friend that wasn’t a liar
Must be a lot to expect these days
When nobody gives a damn anyway
Locked up here inside my head
It kind of feels nice, almost as if I’d be dead.
Hope for fears
Buy yourself make-beliefs
Star as Christ, worldwide release.
Godlike clerks on my T.V.
Need you so, make myself sick.
Chorus:
Take what’s mine
Draw new lines
Hope for fears
Fade all colors into muddy grey
We might as well just be blown away.
Tape our moves
Watch us fade.
Read our thoughts
Write our fates.
Break our minds
Clean the slates.
Chorus:
Take what’s mine
Draw new lines
Hope for fears, battered choice,
Blank expressions for our souls.
We fade.
Neliniști
Cum de nu mă știi când mă vezi, în lumina grea
Cuvinte-n nesomn ca fluturi se sparg de retina ta
Şi doare să te simt trecând
Prin uşi de zahar brun şi cerul tău cafea.
Şi de-ar fi să știi cum te vezi în lumina grea
Ochiul absint şi mâinile reci, umbre-n podea
Ai vrea să te mai poți opri
Din somnul tău alb şi noaptea ta zi.
Dar e liniște acum, e liniște scrum
E liniște și-ai uitat.
Și e bine oricum în gândul tău scrum,
Amorțit lângă pat.
Fumul e ud, capul e surd,
dar e liniște acum.
Când orele zac, visele tac
Hold on
Can I hold to this one love
Till everything
Will go
Under veils of blinding terror
Such oblivion
To rule to drown our names
And scars.
Can we make it through the years
Keep each other close
Never letting go
Of what we feel
Of what we know it’s real
And ours alone.
Hold on tightly
Don’t you ever
Let this one go
Cause this is so alive.
Someone else
I just want to let you know
That this is over now
Tried so hard not to let it go
But it’s wrong somehow
It keeps on bringing me down.
Bringing me down….
Tied myself on to your waves
Hope I’d learn to swim
Thoughts colliding in a maze
Till the lies seem real
All colors bright and clear
Disappear.
All you can say:
“It’s not the way
this was to end
so let’s stay friends”
no need to know
why people lie
why people go.
Felt so right to feel so low
In wounds of dark content
What’s the difference now you’re gone
I’m someone else
You’re someone else’s one.
Best regards
Send
all my best regards to the man
in your bed
Must be time I let go and forget.
Time
Just won’t do the trick
Won’t erase
What’s done
Will shape your regrets into none.
All lights are grey
When you know what they’ll say
“Forget and leave
Got nothing for you left to give”.
Smile
As the saddest look in your eyes
Slips away
Nothing to last, no one to stay.
OWLS
Most of the time I sit
Quietly hidden under my bed
With this big shadow over my head
And a match I lit.
Past times we howled and danced
Silver wolves in our dreams
Bleedings with fangs our screams
Strolling thoughts in lack of confidence.
Chorus:
Bend me over the rim
Head will hit the ground
Your ghost next to mine
And we’ve been sucked inside
Everybody’s black hole mind
Yeah, we’ve been sucked inside
Everybody’s black hole mind.
The deep well
Comes like poison feels like hell
Disguised in shapes to make you well
Unreal.
Eats the brain and soaks your bones
‘till you forget to go back home
ridicule.
Numb the will and take the spin
Shift your layers vent your spleen
Entertain.
Not a friend ,not to yourself
So amused but soon distressed
Crumbling down.
FALL ASLEEP TO WEIGHTLESS FLOAT
OUT OF REACH.
DON’T WANT TO WAKE
DON’T WANT TO TAKE
THE BLAME,THE SHAME.
Stare the hole of glass and burn
Crash again but never learn
When to stop.
Triggers all the worst in you
Reckless thoughts are shallow clues
To your abuse.